YSunday, October 6, 2013' 10:46 AM
Annyeong~
Hope you liked my post about G-Dragon, loved writing it even tho it took me a while to pull it together...
Well, this is just a short thingy thing I'm writing to a friend of mine, more like bestfriend.
Here we go, let's hope I won't regret this later... Hope she'll read this...
I haven't talked to you in two months, ever since I started on my new school I haven't talked to you once. I don't even know if you still read my blog or whatever... I just want answer, why don't you speak to me? I read on your tumblr that you wasn't much of a kpop fan anymore... Was I just some sicko who you spoke to because you didn't have anything better to do? Some sick satisfaction because you didn't have anyone to speak to about kpop and asian shit?
Honestly, I've never had a friend quite like you... And it was great, having been friends with you for 2.5 years, It's been some great years! You were there so I could write to you when I was down, and sometimes we'd even call each other.
And that one time when you came to visit me, and we crumpled ourself under my bed and laughed like crazy. And we walked to the grocery shop, it was raining and when we came back we were drenched.
Gods, I miss speaking to you so much... I know we both have personal life to attend to, but don't you even try to think there would be anything in this world I would put infront of you. If you needed to speak to me, at this moment, I'd be there in less than 3 seconds.
If you're reading this, please send me an explanation on why you don't want to speak to me.
And if you want to know, yes, I've got a few friends since the last time we spoke, and they're both great. I love them dearly. They're great friends, I can speak to them about anything, we walk home from school together everyday. One of them even like kpop, and the other says she wants to be converted into the Cassiopeia fandom, but I secretly think she likes GD more.. But hey, GD's awesome too! Even tho you're more of a Daesung lover...
I won't be able to smile sincerly or sleep nicely at night before you speak to me.. please.. jehbal...

Jehbal...
Always keep the faith~Labels: are we?, Best friend, I'm so sad, Idontwantotliveonthisplanetanymore, Jehbal, kill me, Kpop, no hair, no makeup, please, speak