Hi! Wow, I'm shocked I suddenly came over this blog again so many years later.
Seems I haven't posted since the end of 2017, and even longer since I posted
regularly. Randomly checked my stats, and my blog is on over 50000 views? How do
you people stumble upon this? I don't even have the comments turned on. I
remember, maybe back in 2015 or so, that I had about 500 readers a month, and I
thought that was really fucking weird.
Well, just gonna write a short little
update to future me, because I can't even fathom why anyone would read this crap
except me. So, hello, me in the future! You good? Yeah, kinda guess that you're
not gonna change a lot. I've just recently turned 27, the big TWENTY SEVEN! Am I
gonna join the 27-club? Most likely not. If I haven't killed myself yet, I
probably won't now. But who knows?
Are you still into weird, stupid BL series?
Seems I will never tire of them. At least they aren't as bad as Takumi-kun was
in the early 2010's. Recently I'm weirdly into the Thai BL "The Eclipse", it's
really good. I've bought Ayan's hoodie and it's so freaking cool! Expensive as
fuck tho! The boxset was just shipped from Thailand, and I can't wait to see it!
I adore First and Khao, they're so cute! Am I gonna add a gif, just for myself?
YES!
They're stinkin cute, right? I adore them both! Can't wait for their new series,
I love the mysterious vibe of it! Even tho the eclipse was a school drama, which I'm tired of, it really crushed my expectations with how cool the plot of it was. I loved the dark vibe of the show, and how fucked up the characters was, and they weren't excused for their actions *Cough*Vegas*Cough*. I hate when BL series just say fuck! He did something wrong, but he's sexy so it's fine. Like what? Give it a fucking break.
Other than that, I'm weirdly into Jeff Satur
too! The music is to die for!
♪♫♬♪♫♬♪♫♬♪♫♬♪♫♬♪♫♬♪♫♬♪
♪♫♬♪♫♬♪♫♬♪♫♬♪♫♬♪♫♬♪♫♬♪
His voice is gorgeous!
♪♫♬♪♫♬♪♫♬♪♫♬♪♫♬♪♫♬♪♫♬♪
Jeff makes me question my
sexuality, like, how can he be so gorgeous? If I wasn't confused about myself
before, after seeing him??? I'm more confused than ever! Well.. JEFF!! KEEP
BEING ABSOLUTELY STUNNING! I like it! I really like it... pls wear more crop
tops🥺🥺
:Q__________
But oh well, back to my life.. I just started school again, figured
since I already work in health services, why not just get my degree, so I can
actually do a good job you know? I'm both nervous and excited! Got a couple more
acquaintances, they're really nice, spent an entire afternoon with one of them,
she seems really cool! Other than that.. I feel my life is pretty much the same
as it's always been.. Have been thinking about inviting my bff for a visit when
I get a couple days off. Work is challenging as always, still feel kinda burnt
out, but the trip to Oslo kinda revitalised me a little, so I'm ready to jump
back in tomorrow! Good luck to myself, I have my exam the 30 of May, it's only a
few months away.
So long people, farewell! I'll probably be back in another 5 years!
ps. I still listen to kpop don't worry, Jeff just has me in a chokehold
lately!
Turning 30 is big! You've just gotten into a new stage of your life, and I've been diligently following your music for 10 years! I love you, and I hope you have a great birthday despite being in the army. I hope you come back soon, and grace us with your beautiful smile~
I love the fact that you care so much about your cassiopeia that you worked hard before the army to write an entire album, just for cassiopeia, and I can't wait to buy and listen to the whole album as your music is always beautiful~ <3
Happy 30th birthday Jaejoong, and I hope you have a great one~
Happy birthday to the cute little fluffball that is Kim Junsu, and I hope you have a great day even without the other guys with you this year! :D
I can't wait to hear more music from you, since you're completely and honestly totally amazing. I hope to spend another 10 years admiring you, as I've spent the last 10 years doing, and I'll stay with you for as long as I can, as you are one of the five best people I've ever had the pleasure of getting to know from afar <3
Please keep the smile on your face forever, as you are the most beautiful when you smile~
Little snugglebum Junsuie~ <3 Always keep the faith~
G-Dragon is by far my favorite solo idol, and has been for a long time now! This is also my favorite G-Dragon song of all time, so enjoy this talented lad :D
Would it be appropriate of me to add like 500 songs here? No? ok...
This will forever be my favorite song by my favorite group~ And that's why I chose this and I hope you enjoy it at least half as much as I do~ ^^, Always keep the faith~
Hii! I decided I'd do a 30 day kpop challenge on my blog at the moment, because I've not been on this blog for months! (I've been using tumblr too much for my own good follow me: Shimosaur It fucking sucks I know)
Day 1. The song that introduced you to k-pop
I've got to go back now, like... 10 years or so because it's been a long time..
It was back, I think I was in Sweden and I was listening to the radio or using the computer or something and I came over this song:
And it was a revelation to me, just look at this shit. My 10 year old mind thought this was the best thing that had ever happened to it in forever.
But really, I only listened to this Balloons and Miduhyo for the longest time, and some J-pop because that was really the life.
And then I turned 12, shit went down in my life and I needed a distraction, and this beautiful group came back and sang me through my sadness and anger! :D
TOP 10 KPOP SONGS OF 2014!
10.
Akdong musical - Melted
I have not listened to this song a whole lot but god dammit is the music video perfect! I just love the fact that such young people have written and produced this album and gods, am I happy to see raw pure talent in kpop again! Reasons why it's last on the list is because I haven't been listening THAT much to this, but I still love it! Kudos to this great group!
9.
2NE1 - Gotta be you
They have been very active this year, and this song just took the cake. I love it! I've been listening to it a whole lot! But the music video isn't that much, but I guess it can't be perfect all the time~
You go girls! Best girl group of all time!
8.
Super Junior - Mamacita
Well hello there Super Junior, I've missed you through all this time with bad songs. Personal opinion! I loved Mr.Simple, but the last songs have been so bad... But then, salvation came and Suju had a great song again! And the music video is so... Super Junior. No explanation needed if you are a fan. Welcome back boys... men! (I love you Heechul, I secretly want you as my wife.)
7.
EXO - Overdose
SUHO SENPAI NOTICE ME!
EXO is a dark part of my life, I don't speak of it nor do I tell the public about them. No one talks about the Sehun button on my bag. Bye.
6.
K.will - Day 1
Do I really need to explain why I love this man? K.will is amazing, he just puts his heart in songs and it's all so perfect. I love all his music video's, they are always so well thought through.
5.
NU'EST - Good Bye Bye
I love this song, and I'm aware that NU'EST isn't doing as well as before, so I love all the secret messages in the music video. But I can't help but stop on the part where he puts that fish in his mouth... Poor fish.
But NU'EST is one of the two only groups I've been following since their debut days (A-Prince is the other one in case you wondered) and I've always liked them, great songs (Most of the time), and hello, they boys aren't hard to look at. My initial hate towards Ren is gone, I couldn't stand the Lady gaga look he was going for.. I wish I could do I man joke now.. RenMan.
4.
CNBLUE - Can't stop
Where should I begin? CNBLUE is (together with FT-Island) my favorite bands in SK, and I've never once in my life not liked a song by CNBLUE. They always do great. I've heard that Yonghwa wrote the song? Amazing.
3.
INFINITE - Last Romeo
80's pop is back! Or that's what I call them, they remind me of that one group called A-HA from the 80's. (I love that one group.) Infinite is one of the best groups I might say, I love all the members, and their songs are amazing! This song is amazing! I can't watch the music video anymore since EYK broke my perspective of the video, thanks. (Epic fart... hahaha...)
2.
JYJ - Back seat
I'll but you in my back seat~ back seat~ back seat~
I love dirty innuendos. I love JYJ. I also love Junsu's more than dirty dance moves, I hope his mind is innocent though.
My friend ruined it for me though, "Seo wonhago itjanha nal mitjanha" Has become "Oh Onican oh Onichan" In my brain.. Go away Japan! Leave me alone!
1. Something - TVXQ
OH PLEASE! It came out January 1 which is in fact 2014. SO YES IT COUNTS!
I Started the year with this song and sang my way out of 2014 with this song, IT IS AMAZING! So is spellbound/Surisuri but I can't seem to whipped so I decided to leave it out of the list (Even tho it is second best.). TVXQ is kings, final. No dicussion needed.
Look at those mooooves! And do we even need to speak about how great Yunho and Changmin looks despite being nearly 30?
So I was suddenly thinking.. you know, Jaejoong is currently preparing to go to military, later this year. I've heard Yunho is also going this year, and I honestly don't feel THAT sad! I thought I'd be much more down, but I really feel like they'll meet down there ya know, and kind of patch up, and maybe everything will be just a little bit better when they come back!
So, I sat down, watched some performances from mnet, old and new ones. And I came over G-dragon, who I love and adore with my all. And I though.. It'll be very sad when he goes to military, he is such a colorful character in the kpop industry and I feel like I'll really miss him giving out new content! He makes such great music, and I don't think I've ever disliked any of his songs O__O
I don't know when G-dragon goes to military, but srsly GD! My man! I want at least ONE more album before you go to military, and I expect a whole shitload of great songs that I can learn to rap in my broken Korean and just let myself loose. I'll be moving into my own flat soon, and I expect music I can play louder than shit.
G-dragon, I fucking love you!
And Yunho, Jaejoong, Yoochun, Junsu and Changmin... I want you all to go together to military, so that I won't have to loose you for more than 2 years. I want ya'll to be well, and I want ya'll to meet, and patch up and just be great friends. Maybe take a selca/selfie together, post it all over the internet. Make a awesome song with a great music video and just kick ass again like you did in the old days with us, the red ocean of the kpop fandom. THE ONLY RED OCEAN! Beat that beachessss!
Sorry, not sorry, for not posting anything here for like.. 2 months... I'm not even sorry! I haven't had anything remotely interesting to share with anyone there past months..
Well.. In the Easter holiday I went to Sweden, to Kiruna for 2 days. Just getting some shopping done since Sweden is a lot cheaper and more awesome than Norway.
And now, on Monday, I'm going to Oslo! The capital of Norway. I've actually never been there before, surprisingly! I've like went to all other places in Norway, except Oslo. I hope I find something interesting, maybe some weird One Direction shit, since I'm sure they don't have kpop. I know there are two shops down there where they sell japanese stuff!! So hopefully I'll find some jpop? Maybe. dunno xD
I'm sorry but this is honestly so catchy, I've had it on repeat like 100 times already.
I know it's not a studio recording, but it's the closest thing, since it's from the movie.
Well! I bought the One Direction movie in Sweden, and I watched it two days ago, and I had a blast. It's a great movie, just for insight in how a celebrity lives! I'm not that shocked, but the parts where they dressed up as other people and pranked their fans was priceless! Just gotta love Niall, he seems like great guy! Well, all of them actually! I'm surprised they aren't total assholes!
But I'm totally lazy now, so I'll just go and continue to die on my couch, waiting for the best ever fanfic to be updated. After - Larry stylinson (4 updates in 2 days are massive, I love this co-writer! Thank you!)
(Scoot over a bit Louis, maybe you'll be in Harry's lap then)
Today, just now, TVXQ released their music video "Spellbound" and I died.
It's wonderful, and magnificent. And I'm just gonna have it on replay a few hours (Months).
After killing me with Something, they just come on and look all godly. With Yunho's pinkish hair and Changmin's redish hair and I just wow.
They can totally pull off anything! AND! I actually like the girl dancers this time around, they're not completely skin and bones, I can see some awesome legs, but still not as good as Tarantallegra dancers~
Let's zoom back to 2003-2004 for a second to review the beginning of perfection~
This was the start! Obviously there is a first time on stage live, and I'm gonna post that here now!
This was the world's first look on TVXQ~ Enjoy
So, as I've written like a thousand times before, TVXQ will forever be my love~
I feel like... I'm not perfect, but when I listen to TVXQ it feels like I become perfect... in a way, because they're perfect.
I feel like... they complete me, like no one has ever done. We're like a puzzle, Cassiopeia and TVXQ, and when we're together... we're complete~
I think since the last years.. since the split, I've obviously been more into HoMin, I don't know but.. I feel like they are so sincere, they work hard to achieve their goals.. They didn't have ANY of the really great voices in TVXQ, since the three great voices left. Yunho and Changmin both have improved like no tomorrow when it comes to their voices, and Changmin has become a great dancer with lots of charm.
Changmin has changed for the better, I would say. He still has this snarky side to him, but we've also got to see him smile a lot the past year! In both Moonlight Prince and Cool Kiz on the block we've seen him smile and laugh, work hard and have a lot fo fun. I can just imagine TVXQ coming together again, and Changmin being all lively and smiley, it would have been so great.
I never imagined it to be FUN to watch Changmin in TV shows.. because when they we're five, he was always so silent, if they didn't ask him a question! Now he breaks out and practically yells all over the place! And I've noticed that he got some new friends this year, John Park and Julien Kang, they seem to get along. It's really funny to watch actually, because the manners in Canada and South-Korea are different! So Julien may be a little "disrespectful" to his "hyungs", and Changmin seems to really look up to his actions. Just see his face when Julien says or does something, he's like.. in awe!
Changmin was my least favorite of them all, back when I was a new fan of TVXQ. I really liked Jaejoong, both from having a pretty face and a great voice. Now, if I were to range them, I'd say Changmin and Yunho are both my favorites, I can't choose! They're both such amazing human beings~ And I love and keep them close to my heart.
Yunho has been an amazing leader for TVXQ, both when they we're five, and now that they are two! This past year, one thing stuck with me. He went to Ghana with Road for hope, and helped kids who suffered great illnesses and such. He showed us his caring side again, a side we don't see as often these days. He really showed us that he is human, just like everyone else.
Yunho hasn't been on any TV shows that've watched this year, but he played in a drama! "Queen of ambitions" I watched a few episodes, and Yunho's acting has really improved, it's not perfect, but he's a lot better than he was before! The problem I guess, is that Yunho, despite his face, would be great in a cute guy role! Let's face it, Yunho is the king of aegyo in TVXQ! I will never forget that one time in 2011, when Yunho and Changmin were supposed to introduce themselves in cute voices.. I think it was on one of Heechul's radio shows.. Yunho goes "U-know Yunho waaaa~" And Oh my god, that voice and that face he made! Haha! And in Tone tour, under Easy mind.
This year, I've been really Changmin biased, like... Changmin is my god, and I've been following him like crazy! I've really put my mind into understanding Changmin and I've really started to love him! Yunho will forever be my bias, ever since the moment I saw him, I loved him. But I can't compare the love I have now, to the love I felt before! It's so much stronger! I know, that if I were to meet Yunho, and I got to say one thing to him, I'd say "You changed me for the better", because... he's so amazing, and I want to be like him when I grow up.
I'm turning 18 next year, which will be my 8th year as a fan of TVXQ, and 6th year as a full out Cassiopeia... It's amazing, to watch both them and me grow. I'm turning 18 on January 13th, and gods.. I don't even want to go there... turning 18 means so much responsability! I just want to live like I've done this year! By myself, in a small apartment, watching TVXQ and going to school, it's been great!
So, I should probably talk about Jaejoong, Yoochun and Junsu a bit.
Jaejoong gave out his first full out album, and I loved it! I loved all the songs, it wasn't one song I didn't like! Don't walk away was my absolute favorite, and Just another girl and butterfly was my second favorites.. But I loved all the songs! The only thing about Jaejoong that I hate, is his weight. For gods sake, the man is 1.80 tall and weights less than 60 kilos! It's sick! A normal Norwegian man who is 1.80 tall, weights like.. 70-80 kilos.. I don't understand why it should be different in Asia.. As long as Jaejoong puts on weight, I'm happy. He's just skin and bones.
Junsu.. Junsu... Junsu... My favorite musical artist... He's amazing. Both his appearance and personality is great! And his voice, don't even let me start on his voice. It's so pure, like angels singing in my ears~
This year his new album Incredible came out, and it was indeed incredible! Loved the main song, and every other song as a matter of fact! 11am was beautiful, the fact that he sang it, without any background music.. I was in heaven for a few minutes! Junsu has always been my favorite singer, and yet again he showed me why he is my favorite singer! Junsu also got some musical roles, and he got Tod (Elizabeth) yet again! And I'm so proud of him! Keep up the AMAZING work Junsu-chan!~<3
Yoochun played in I miss you if I remember it right. I got to episode 7 or 8, but I didn't continue to watch it. I guess I loved rooftop prince so much, I had to take a break from Yoochun... Seriously, last year was my Yoochun year, I watched rooftop prince 3 times in a row. It was amazing. I will eventually watch I miss you, I've just not pulled myself to watch it yet! Yoochun is awesome, I just wish he would go back to singing, and not completely forget about it.. Marry me Yoochun? And we can ship YunJae together for the rest of out lives.
Happy 10th anniversary boys! I will keep the faith eternally!
Oh my gosh, SHINee IS BACCCCCKKK~ And FINALLY with something gooooood~ Gods, I've never heard the word "Everybody" this much in one song... SHINee always has epic songs (*cough*Ihavecurioushair*cough*)
Man, kill me. I just really liked something about this song... maybe it was the beat? Or maybe it was just the fact that Key looks stunning with black hair? Or maybe it was just the fact that the word "Everybody" is a huge liking to me? No, I dunno.
Enjoy this awesome song, and let's find some misheard lyrics on it soon, so that I can never listen to it again!!! :D (*cough*Mirotic*cough*She's hot and tight come on get girl go man she's not gonna kill ya*cough*)
Oh and... btw.. I can't do the kpop month blogs.. I'll probably just throw some blogs out sometimes during the year, and when I'm satisfied with the amount of blogs I'll just make some kind of summary on them :3
Oh, got some letter from the military today, I might have to go there for six months next year... Arrhhh... In my summer vacation too :'C
Hope you liked my post about G-Dragon, loved writing it even tho it took me a while to pull it together...
Well, this is just a short thingy thing I'm writing to a friend of mine, more like bestfriend.
Here we go, let's hope I won't regret this later... Hope she'll read this...
I haven't talked to you in two months, ever since I started on my new school I haven't talked to you once. I don't even know if you still read my blog or whatever... I just want answer, why don't you speak to me? I read on your tumblr that you wasn't much of a kpop fan anymore... Was I just some sicko who you spoke to because you didn't have anything better to do? Some sick satisfaction because you didn't have anyone to speak to about kpop and asian shit?
Honestly, I've never had a friend quite like you... And it was great, having been friends with you for 2.5 years, It's been some great years! You were there so I could write to you when I was down, and sometimes we'd even call each other.
And that one time when you came to visit me, and we crumpled ourself under my bed and laughed like crazy. And we walked to the grocery shop, it was raining and when we came back we were drenched.
Gods, I miss speaking to you so much... I know we both have personal life to attend to, but don't you even try to think there would be anything in this world I would put infront of you. If you needed to speak to me, at this moment, I'd be there in less than 3 seconds.
If you're reading this, please send me an explanation on why you don't want to speak to me.
And if you want to know, yes, I've got a few friends since the last time we spoke, and they're both great. I love them dearly. They're great friends, I can speak to them about anything, we walk home from school together everyday. One of them even like kpop, and the other says she wants to be converted into the Cassiopeia fandom, but I secretly think she likes GD more.. But hey, GD's awesome too! Even tho you're more of a Daesung lover...
I won't be able to smile sincerly or sleep nicely at night before you speak to me.. please.. jehbal...
G-Dragon is pure awesomeness. He is like... the epitome of crazy! God! I love him so much!
G-Dragons birthday is August 16th of 1988, which makes him 25 years old here Europe(and America and other places?), but 26 in S.Korea.
G-Dragon debuted in 2001, and made song named "My age is 13" which also has a Music video!
Wasn't he just adorable?
And then in 2006 he became the leader of the group BIGBANG in 2006! And it was great!
I got into Kpop by TVXQ, and my second kpop group was BIGBANG, I watched BIGBANG - In heaven, and I just fell in love with G-Dragon and I have followed him since then!
Watching the changes he has made both in looks and music, it's great. I don't really know if I think his looks changed for the better tho, I've always liked the cute type of boys, but that's just me! As long as he doesn't go full American, I'm fine.
I feel like he has a stronger presence now than before, on stage. Even for me, sitting behind a computer screen watching him all across the world from where he lives, it's sick. I feel his presence when he's on stage!
The reason I chose R.O.D featuring CL was because you need to feel her sick stage presence too, the two of them together is the ultimate duo! (I love Lydia Paek's performance with GD as well, but she's not used to stand on stage and doesn't have that sick wibe that CL has~)
The only thing I know for sure I like about GD's change is his music! God, I can connect in a better way to his music now than before. Heartbreaker and breath was great, just.. it's NOT what I want to hear from GD! GD is kind of a badboy kind of type, I think he should stick to that look.
A Boy was great tho! A boy was a revolution all by it self! It tells GD's story in the perfect way. How we only see the outside of his celebrity world, and not the inside. I think half of the people who like idols just like their looks, there is more to a person than looks. In A boy, he tells us about how he chose this life, and this is what he wanted so he can't go around and regret it, he just has to embrace the fame he got. And that's great, but I think everybody can break because of too much attention.
My favorite GD song at the moment is crooked. It has a deeper feeling to it than many of his other songs. One thing I like about GD is that he really put his heart in his work. A lot of signature things about him in the songs and music video's, it feels like you get a closer relationship to him! It seems he is suffering from lack of real friends, and it's suffocating him slowly. Of course, when you're fucking rich and popular as fuck I guess you'd lack real friends as people only want to hang around you because you're really popular, that how it is in the everyday life too, sadly.
I like to draw, as people know, and GD is one of my favorite idols to draw. It's hard to draw him, because he's always wearing some sort of awesome bling you just can't leave out! I thought I'd show a few of my drawings of GD~
GD around One of a kind time, it's four sheets of paper.
This one is REALLY old, I don't have it anymore actually, I draw it in 2009 for a friend who was totally in love with GD :)
Just in case you wanted to see my little sketch of GD ^^ Follow me if you'd like.
I guess I'll end it here, feel like I've said a lot about ouri GD.
G-DRAGON HAS HUGE TALENT AND IF YOU DON'T KNOW HIM YOU SHOULD TOTALLY CHECK OUT HIS MUSIC VIDEO'S BECAUSE HE IS AWESOME AND LOVEABLE; YA'LL SHOULD LOVE HIM FOR WHO HE IS; NOT FOR WHAT HE DO! GO G-DRAGON!
Heyall!
This month I'll be taking up my favorite artists and writing a little about them, picking out my favorite songs and mv's and give my oppinion on them as celebrities and their songs and mv's ^^
The first I'll be writing about is G-Dragon, so watch out! I'll probably be uploading it tomorrow or something!
Tomorrow is my first day of school, and I moved into my apartment today.. Is it named Studio Apartment? Well, I share it with this other girl, she's really nice! I wasn't expect to meet someone this kind! It's really nice :3
So, as I do everytime I meet someone, I pop the secret. I like kpop. And I was expecting her to look at me like a weirdo like people usually do! But she go "Oh! That's funny! One of my best friends like kpop too!" And I'm like "OhmygodImnotaloneinthisworld" HAhah xD
So now I'm just hoping I'll have a nice day tomorrow! It's always so nerve wrecking on the first day of school... I don't know anyone there!
I'm just gonna act all Jaejoong tomorrow. I just know it.
Or I'll just simply go caveman. Just saying...
I THINK! I'm going to go and watch some supernatural to calm my nerves!
EVERYBODY! Remember to be yourself in school, don't act like someone you're not, been there, done that. Show your true colors, and let them make up their own mind about you, don't try and act cool, it only brings sadness.
I was walking through the small town I live in, because I heard there was going to be a show of some kind at the docks! So I wanted to see how it would look like, the show wasn't before the next day.
Well, when I came to the docks I met two of my friends, one of them I knew from real life, the other was just a character in the dream.
We started talking while we looked at the people fixing up tents with stuff we could buy the next day, and then we saw JYJ standing 10 meters away from us! And my friends started screaming!
JYJ stood there, like nobodies business, since here in Norway kpop isn't known, so they're practically everyday people here.
Well, I decided that I was not gonna let this opportunity slip! I WANT THEIR AUTOGRAPHHHH! NAAAAOOOOOO!
So I walked over to them, and of course asked Jaejoong first, the convorsation went like this:
Me: Can I get your autograph? Jaejoong: Oh! You're a fan! Me: Oh my god yessss! Jaejoong: -Signs my hand- Me: OH MY GOD!
Jaejoong: Hahahaha Me: OH MY GOD YOUR LAUGH IS SO GOD DAMN CUTE!
Jaejoong: You can come... see us live.. tomorrow here stage!
Me: Sure thing Hyung! I'll come and see your guys!
I turned away from him, in hopes of having JS and YC's autographs as well, but they were gone. Jaejoong smiled, ruffled my hair and left.
I found my friends again, showing them my arm, where it was written, as stupid as it sounds "You can hate me, you can love me, but I hope you'll always love TV5XQ! Kim Jaejoong Aktf!" And I was laughing, because my love and hate relationship with Jaejoong is absurd. Sometimes I hate him with all my might! Other days I practically beg him to marry me and let me have his children. Man, we're like brother and sister yo!
Well, back to the story, I went to the show the next day, saw JYJ live and met them backstage afterwards.
JS and YC was so angry because I was there! THEY WERE FUMING! Like, red faced and all!
JS: Why is she here!?
JJ: Because I told her to come!
JS: But we're having vacation! And you invite fans?! I want my free time to be fan free!
JJ: She's ONE fan, and she isn't acting crazy either!
JS: But it's out FREE time!
JJ: How many times do you think one single girl from Norway can meet us? NEVER! It probably the ONLY time in her life she'll be able to meet us, I want her day to be special!
And then Junsu shut up, and Yoochun was just pouting angrily in a corner.
I spent the remains of the day laughing and chatting away with Jaejoong, I honestly enjoyed my time with him, and he seemed to have fun too.
And then he asked me the big question. "Do you like TVXQ 5?"
and I was all like "I'm a TVXQ reunion believer, I will always keep the faith in you guys standing on stage together at least one more time. And... I'm also a... YunJae fan!"
AND JAEJOONG TURNED BEAT RED!
And he went "A-aah~" and smiled shyly and he nodded and gave out a nervous laugh and omg he looked so cute you have no ideaaaaaaa~~~~~~~~~
And I got his phone number, and he got mine, he went on his marry way home to South-Korea, while I stayed back here in little Norway~ and about two weeks later he sent me a picture of him and Yunho kissing and said "Shh, it's a secret~" and I went "oH MY GOD NOSEBLEED I LYK THIS SO MuCH LIFE IS PErFECT OHMYGOD!
and that's my dream, I woke up drooling on my pillow. Yup.
HAVE A NICE DAY EVERYONE! I will have one so~
Always keep the faith!~
... I will hate myself until next year for forgetting Jung Yunho's birthday...