The unthinkable has happened today, talk about shitty mondays.
Kim Jonghyun from SHINee has passed away, it was sudden and not expected at all, but we all have our demons even if we look happy from the outside.
Jjong was one of the first kpop idols I started liking, he always reminded me of this cute dinosaur and I just remember fawning over him while watching SHINee's hello baby all those years ago. I've followed SHINee since their debut and it's one thing to see a group disbanding, but it's a whole other feeling when one of the member dies..
Some people say that suicide is a cheap way to die, but having contemplated suicide and shit in my own life, I think it's a last resort, and your situation have to be pretty bad for you to do it.. And I still have the outmost respect for him as a artist and a person, and I'm saddened I never got to meet him.
The worst part about this is the fact that he left this world thinking he wasn't good enough, when he was absolutely good enough and more than perfect. It hurts me so bad just thinking about his situation.
I wish the biggest condolances to his family, friends and band mates in SHINee. May your life treat you well, and always remember to bring Jonghyun with you in your hearts. Always remember the happy moments of his life, and remember his beautiful smile, laugh and most importantly the music he made for us to remember him by.
There is darkness in this world, but you gave us light and you still do. You will live forever in our hearts, minds and souls.
You did well Jonghyun, let go of the pain and rest in peace. Thank you for everything, Kim Jonghyun ♡