Today I decided, for the first time in months, that I'd blog.

I'll be blogging about why I like what I like, and just a tad bit off randomness on the side.

FANFICTION:

Lately I've found myself maybe a little bit too much into One Direction. I've always been a fan of Larry Stylinson (Harry Styles x Louis Tomlinson) but I've yet to find myself spending hours on it, like I've been doing lately.

Reading fanfics was the start, I've read a lot of fanfics lately and they have all been very angsty with very much fact and little fiction. It's kind of like learning new stuff, but in a fun way! 

Something I've noticed about the kpop fandom is that it's very few serious fanfics without it involving rape or prostitution, which I can't read about because it's "too strong" of a theme for me. I can't set myself in the situation because it's honestly it's a tad too much.

I like reading stuff that may start out horrid, and slowly turn into a very cute and funny story. I won't mind a sad ending either, but I'd most likely just sit around and mope for the next week because I'm too sad to do anything...

A fanfic I just loved reading was >"Fading"< by Tothemoonmydear 

Fading was a beautiful example of how I like my fanfics. It started out confusing in a way, slowly you realize that Louis is a anorectic. When you're totally into the fanfic you wonder how Harry will find out, and when Harry finds out you just want to lay in your desired object (I prefer the bed) and cry. 

Harry takes the news badly, but only because he's hating on himself. He will help Louis, whether Louis want it or not, and that's final. Louis hates everything, himself and everyone. But Harry loves Louis, he loves him enough to overshadow the hate Louis throws on him. Louis starts lying to Harry, spreading white lies everywhere. Harry won't have it and confronts Louis after a while. And the story unfolds and suddenly you're at the ending. And you're so happy, so so happy. You smile while you're crying and then you decide you want to feel these strong feelings again, and you read it another time. 

My father thought I was mental for a second when I read this, he comes over and asks me "Are you feeling fine or?" I just look up at him with teary eyes and smile. "Yes father, I'm totally fine, just reading something beautiful" And he shakes his head, smiles and walk away. 

I'd really recommend this story to whoever wants to read it, whether you like Larry or not, it's just beautifully written by an awesome author who write so many other beautiful pieces of art.

I read this in a span of three days through my holiday two-three weeks ago, I had a wonderful time crying away my life on the couch in my living room.

Fading trailer

I actually have a list of fanfiction I have read which I am working on, I'm up to about 500 hundred fanfics now! Been working on it for just over three years now. Started in 2011 and we're already in 2014! Just wow...

And for those of you who are not familiar with fanfics, they're basically stories written by whoever has a ship they're sailing, proudly may I add. A ship in this case is a couple they ship together.

My strongest ships are YunJae, JoonMir and Larry Stylinson. My YunJae ship have been sailing for over 5 years now, my JoonMir Ship started in late 2010, and Larry Stylinson started recently, but I've had them on my ship list for just about 2 years now.

SHIPPING:
Shipping in my opinion is a way to pass time. I don't have a lot of hobbies aside of drawing at the moment. So I ship people together and in my mind I'd make out some weird story behind these people and just basically unfold a book in my head, which is at this exact moment planning out one heck of a fanfic which I probably will never finish or anything.

I don't go around shipping random people on the street, but if I do, I'd most likely tell my friends "Holy macaroni, I ship dat shit too much to function" while pointing at it. Yes, I'd do that.

I have some ships, which I mentioned earlier, and now I'd like to show you which ships I'm currently moving.

YUNJAE: The strongest ship ever

YunJae was my second ship ever, the first one we don't talk about. Just saying.

YunJae is basically...

Jung Yunho:


Jung Yunho likes being embarrassing, I think. He's a cutesy guy born the 6th of February 1986, which makes him 28 years old. Currently rocking the pinkish hairstyle, and an injury in his leg, which has him put in a wheelchair or jumping around with crouches. Yunho does not enjoy sharing his life on camera, he likes to be private about himself and his life, and he does not like taking selcas...

He is the seme, or the top if you like, when you have them in a sexual situation. Some like him as the uke, I prefer both, thank you very much. Yunho is this big brother type of guy, you just can't hate him! He's like the most perfect being on earth, and he has the nicest smile too! It's no secret that I love this man more than anyone else, he's my ultimate otp in life.

He strike me as a honest guy, who is extremely professional about his job as a singer-songwriter, dancer and actor. He has this overflowing charisma on stage, he just grabs your mind and has you focusing on him from the moment his feet hit the stage. Behind the professional man, there is another man, who is just cute and dorky all the time. Says things that probably should be kept silent about and then he starts stuttering and then he's just sitting there and blushing. These things mostly happen when he's with the Jae of the YunJae, which I'll introduce now.



Kim Jaejoong:

Kim Jaejoong likes taking selcas of himself and sharing pieces of his life on social medias such as twitter and instagram, I don't know if he owns a facebook but he probably does, since he's Kim Jaejoong and all that.

Kim Jaejoong was the beautiful baby born on the 4th of February 1986, adopted away to another family, who didn't know his exact birthday thus making him believe for 18 years of his life that he was born the 26th of January, which he decided to stick to in the end.

Jaejoong strikes me as a professional but clumsy guy. He enjoys writing angsty songs about forgotten romance, cheating and heartbreak. Fans absolutely think the man has the most vivid sex life ever shown to the public. He is dating everyone he meets on the street or is taking pictures with... which does not involve Yunho. The last selca they took together was when they went to Paris in 2007, but it's whole long story as to why these naked selcas is not all over the internet, and I've told it too many times on this blog to tell it one more time.

Jaejoong enjoys living a life without clothes, I suspect he is a nudist. A situation in the kpop fandom that everybody know is:
"Oh my god take of your shirt you sexy motherfucker" says the fans to their favorite idol, the idol turns away shyly and waves his hand "No, I'm embarrassed about my body"
Meanwhile in Jaejoong concerts.
"No no no! Jaejoong put your shirt back on! We don't want to see your body anymore, we like your clothes far too much!" Says the fans, desperately trying to help him put on his clothes again, but to no help as Kim Jaejoong lifts his arms, dragging his shirt slowly off, grinning smugly to the fans before starting out on another angsty rock song. The fans are left sobbing and crying, while desperately trying to stop a horrid nosebleed from happening.

Jaejoong is probably drinking a glass of classy wine on his far too expensive couch in his far too perfectly designed living room, while enjoying the naked sneak pictures he has snapped of his old and current band mates. Cheers to Kim Jaejoong for having naked pictures of all of TVXQ!


These two just makes out the most funny couple ever, and even tho I haven't seen proof that these two have met the past 4 years, I seriously think they still are. The songs they write just seems to fit perfectly to each other, and they're just s ungghhh perfect!

They just make the most perfect love story, with their life as it seems to be. And I bet their love story will end in the most perfect way, with everybody smiling with heads held high.. and hands held and kisses shared between these two, on camera. c'mon just make it happen already!!!

JOONMIR: The funny couple!

Lee Joon:

Lee Joon or Lee Changsun is the sexy male who was born on the 7th of February 1988. Joon is a weirdo, sometimes he's serious and other times he has you laughing your ass off. I don't know anything about his private life.. and I honestly don't want to know in case it shatters my already broken vision of him. I see him naked now... even when he has clothes on.. it's horrible..

Joon is a social butterfly, with a sad side to him. He's always stupid. Always. He is embarrassing himself all the time, and I just hate him so much that I love him. The first thing I ever noticed about Joon was his perfect jaw line, it's so strong and it just makes him look damn manly from the side.

He has a nice butt, that's the last thing I saw of him before I shut off my computer, and sat there looking at the table for a good half an hour. I shudder just thinking about rough play...

He's the seme, even tho he's too stupid to.. no.


Bang Mir:

Convenient name there Mir.. Bang Mir or Bang Cheolyong was born 10th of March 1991. He is a cute puppy with the cutest ever pout, just look at him! Aww!

Mir stikes me as a funny guy, who do practically nothing to be funny, it's all natural, just like his face. He is a farm boy, who owns 7 mountains and bought 4 cows for his parents. He took Joon and Thunder with him to his hometown, went around the little village while holding hands with Joon through out the whole trip.

He shared bed with Joon for just about 2-3 years as a band, I don't know with their trainee days. It's said that Joon was Mir's first friend when he joined MBLAQ.

Mir has this everlasting affection with Joon, Joon really just overlook Mir as a human, while Mir always runs after Joon like a puppy, yelling after him that, I quote "I like kissing you" making Joon drop his jaw and hide away shyly while stuttering and smiling, Mir just sitting there and smiling smugly.

He also yells out in TV shows about how he want Joon to call him more, and take him out and eat dinner with him and just be with him forever. The MC then proceed to have them hug and be friends, and making Joon promise to call Mir more often, and Mir smiles smugly again and laughs that beautiful laughter of his.

My biggest dream with Mir is to be able to eat waffurs and learn Engrish with him. With no make-up.




JOONMIR ISH PERFECT AND ABSOLUTELY BEAUTIFULLY FUNNY AND CUTE AND DORKY AND NOT SERIOUS.




Larry Stylinson:

Harry Styles:

Harry Styles is a very cute but secretly naught boy. He was born the 1st of February 1994 in Redditch, later moved to Cheshire where he was raised. I do not know anything about Harry Styles except that I am awkwardly just two years younger than him and feeling like an idiot when I'm reading fanfics with him, but I still do it!

He has a bunch of tattoo who seems to magically appear everywhere and anywhere at anytime. They seem to have no absolute meaning, but I bet they mean something to him, which I fully support since it's his body and he can decide for himself.

He has a really nice and deep voice, and he talks so slow you nearly fall asleep listening to him. But it's really relaxing listening to him, and he has a really nice singing voice.

He has the cutest dimples ever and he has this nice curly hair which I wish I had. I have curls, but mine are more like a huge flop of curly hair nesting on my head, so I use my straightener on them wild curlssss.

And most importantly, Harry loves Louis, who we are gonna talk about now~


Louis Tomlinson:

Louis Tomlinson is the irresistable male born on the 24th of December 1991 in Doncaster, South Yorkshire, England. He is probably the member of One Direction that I know best, because when I started liking them he was the first that caught my attention. Him and all his carrots, the boy must be tired of carrots now, just saying.

I know that Louis Tomlinson is carrying around a fake human beard, not fab. Just saying. He describes himself as flamboyant which I just looked up and is practically a way to call themselves gay, nice going Louis. He likes carrots, or did, and he wants Lamborghinis. He lived/lives with Harry styles, fab, just saying.

Louis looks great in red, and should wear suspenders all the time. I honestly thought suspenders were ugly until this guy came out with his.. flamboyant attitude and brought sexy back. Louis Tomlinson is pretty much the most funny guy in the world, he is never afraid to taint his image with humor. He hates human beards and has said, I quote, Larry is bullshit. While Harry Styles loves Larry.

Louis Tomlinson is good at football, and quite probably good in bed, we could ask Harry. You know, between the two of them, we never really know who is in front and who is behind. I think they kinda share that really. They are probably both quite generous to each other, sometimes Louis take the front, and some times Harry takes the front. And if Louis is tired, Harry will go behind and push him along!




One Direction:
I am a fan. But not a fan in the way I am a fan of kpop. I am more a fan of them in the sense that they're European, and they have nice faces and nice voices. Yes, I just said that.

I don't think ANY of them are anywhere near perfect, they do good things, but being teenagers they do filthy stuff too, and some of the things you read about them are true to a point, even tho half of it is fucking bullshit.

I am also aware that SOME of their fans are shit spewing humans with the worst mindset set on these five boys, and half of the fans are delusional and live in this bubble where the people who talk badly about their groups should be found dead the next moment.

I LIKE One Direction, but I CAN'T STAND Justin Bieber, or his fans for the matter. I just wanted to throw the fact out! I. Do. not. and. will. NEVER. go. near. the. Beaver. ugh.

I've never really been a fan of anyone who is from the same part of the world as me before.. it's always been Asia, which in my mind is totally normal. When I saw myself falling in like with One Direction, I thought I'd never hear the end of it from my friends, who don't really understand why I bother to waste my time on them.. but I in all honesty really like their music! Not the main songs! But the ballads and soft pop songs, like "You and I ", "Something great", "Save you tonight" and "Gotta be you" totally the cutest songs ever!

And the fact that every member of One Direction speaks British.. and Irish, man.. just wow~ I'm in love when they speak such a nice language~ I'm actually learning British English in School, I don't think we have American English at all in school O_O But we read a lot about Texas for some weird reason...

Well, back on track. I don't really LOVE One Direction, it's more like a spur of the moment romance thing. I ship Larry like no tomorrow, and I'll ship them no matter what, even if One Direction breaks up and kills each other because of the hunger coming with the apocalypse. Yes, I'd do that shit.

And now I feel like 3000 words is enough for a blog entry! Enjoy everyone~


Always keep the faith~

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